You are slowly overcome by laughter and your internal pleasure starts to rise constantly. All of this in the end turns into something amazing. My fears slowly disappeared together with the rise of self-confidence and my ability to manage the sail. The success became complete when I overcame the lecture of bypassing a ship in a similarly unpleasant situation. It was too close to me and I was the one who had to slow down and let it pass by. I managed to slow down and practically stop on the high seas...